THE SEARCH IS OVER

How can I convince you what you see is real
Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel
I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew
I took for granted the friend I have in you

I was living for a dream, loving for a moment
Taking on the world, that was just my style
Now I look into your eyes
I can see forever, the search is over
You were with me all the while

Can we last forever, will we fall apart
At times it's so confusing, these questions of the heart
You followed me through changes and patiently you'd wait
Till I came to my senses through some miracle of fate

I was living for a dream, loving for a moment
Taking on the world, that was just my style
Now I look into your eyes
I can see forever, the search is over
You were with me all the while

Now the miles stretch out behind me
Loves that I have lost
Broken hearts lie victims of the game
Then good luck it finally struck
Like lightning from the blue
Every highway leading me back to you

Now at last I hold you, now all is said and done
The search has come full circle
Our destinies are one
So if you ever loved me
Show me that you give a damn
You'll know for certain
The man I really am

I was living for a dream, loving for a moment
Taking on the world, that was just my style
Then I touched your hand, I could hear you whisper
The search is over, love was right before my eyes

Provisional Remedies

List of Cases:

1. Heirs of the late Ex-Justice Jose B.L. Reyes, et. al. represented by Adoracion Reyes, et al. vs. Court of Appeals and Metro Manila Builders, Inc.
2. National Mines and Allied Workers Union vs Vera 133 scra 259
3. Senate Blue Ribbon Committee vs. Majaducon 407 SCRA 356
4. Phil Sinter Corp. vs Cagayan Electric Light and Power Co. Inc. 381 SCRA 582
5. Dela Ventures Resources Inc. vs. Cabato 327 SCRA 521
6. Yupangco Cotton Mills Inc. vs. Court of Appeals 373 SCRA 451

ESTEEM

A Promoter, idol or patriot, whose superpower sets objectives or avant-garde trends to compete for attention, rank or opportunity but pays a price for right action. Today I rock so I am bringing it on -- I'll wait. I bow to, or stand for progress but 'pause for applause' to narrow the field or set stakes, stage or vehicle to motivate charades accordingly. Performing for pride, 'pinks' or personal gain doesn't hurt my game, but lame stunts or vainglorious preening can blow a deal. Ambiguity in a rut is a drag so I play to win or my 'empire strikes back' with a spin, giving props to a blueprint or back-story that hits the spot on my ambition's ego trip. Yet its competence and valor in the vision that captures the castle, recruits loyalty or paves a parade path to glory. I've arrived and I'm ready for my close up so I either 'move it or lose it.'

Letting down my guard to make an impulsive connection could release sexual tension or break a relationship stand-off, or it may precede a romantic reunion, infatuation or confrontation. While I might think that taking the first step is beneath me, I can make a move while still being respectful of my own feelings. On the contrary, efforts to remain distant, anonymous or indifferent may not work once admissions are made, blinders are removed or previous hurts are recognized or overcome. I may be too close to the situation to view the matter objectively. Should I listen to the voice of reason and see the truth.

Being an Observer Participant, whose uncertain opportunity, acts as huckster in a carnival ride of free will, motive and time by assuming roles of game host and player linked by chains of events, or to hedge bets against a Greater Fool. Anything goes. Everything counts. Fate or Luck by relative to preordained or random turns are subject to short-sighted cheats or social brands of justice. But it's my entitlement, input, fear, or anticipation along the chain that "spins" labels into gold or coal! Today is a chance to fix, stir or dip into the Quantum Soup, boiling six degrees of separation from connecting to enough, waiting for the bill or dessert to close the meal in hindsight. But to self-correct by priority I put it on my list, pay my dues by choice and can see it coming to pass full circle.

If my heart isn't in it, then I should get off from the emotional roller coaster. If my heart is in it, should I pour out my feelings to the one I love before it's too late. Crying over spilt milk, taking things too personally, turning my back on potential romance or commitment or drowning sorrows may be excuses for avoiding a confrontation with the stranger in the mirror. Loneliness born of fear or damaged self-esteem may lay hidden beneath a calm exterior. I should learn to depend upon myself for fulfillment, attention, interest and consideration. The satisfaction gleaned from others' approval is temporary and superficial. Should I work toward wholeness and happiness by being willing to expand my own expectations. Should I Embrace the commitment and sacrifice necessary to cross my own emotional boundaries.

Realization.

I am not my mistakes. I can't do this alone or pretend any more. The illusion of comfort in denial or sacrifice is no longer mine. There is no shame in my suffering -- no healing in silent self-torment. It is here at the surreal crossroads of the "soul search" where dawning truth meets the anguish of overwhelming resistance in mind over matter that I can finally wake up, change my mind, let go of what no longer works or own my losses or choices. I am empowered by intense acknowledgment or epiphany and my virtue is gratitude or relief in recognition.

An element of suffering could be difficult to handle regardless of my ability to walk away from an unhealthy situation. Denial may be worn like a cloak to hide a fear of intimacy or feelings of vulnerability. I must face unresolved issues, loss and emotional baggage. A sobering change, failure or good-bye may be inevitable, but I have reason to be grateful as well as disappointed. Taking a chance and confronting the issue could create an opportunity for reconciliation, commitment, or support that has been waiting in the wings. The situation may actually strengthen the bonds in an existing relationship when a devoted partner or reliable alliance stands by my side throughout the ordeal. When I least expect it, I could find myself happy again. I trust my heart and I open myself to forgiveness and romance.

While rising to the occasion. I keep my options open and am ready to "use it or lose it." I set trends or may be considered a "fashionista" and I initiate exciting opportunities to get attention, conquer fears, enhance reputation or image, or to express or inspire liberation-often by extreme measures. I am empowered by ambition or the "zest in quest" and I transform through charismatic communication of passion. But with all this and that, this is still me and this is all it has been me. Hence, there is no such good thing that comes the easiest way.

GIKAWAT AKONG BAG

da! preso lagi!!! sige.. kinsa pa gusto mosunod, naa pako lain bags... hu hu hu hu ouch! ouch! futah!!!!

unya kay ipareso na, hilak-hilakan daun ko sa mga asawa??? bayaran nlng daw ko sa kawatan, dili lang daw nko cya ipareso ug pasayloon lang nako cya pero dili jud niya angkonon na gikawat niya akong bag??? unya narecover sa iyang mga maayong kamot??? huh?!! kuyawa nya no??? daghan cya choices!!! maayo pa cya!!! gutsy! nagtoo jud ang kawatan na mapalit lang nya akong buty... cge go... dangaway ta ani!!! kung sa bagay, in case of doubt, criminal law is strictly construed in favor of the accused... hay?!

Glenn Rey Wrote:

HAHAHAHAAHAHAH

Avid fan jud ko nimo kar ba! hehehh. Never cease to make me laugh! HAHAHAHAH

piti jud ka kar ba... this one really made me laugh!

TAke care og Godbless sa magtangkang mangawat kay Karen! heheh

BLISSFULL SUNDAY

Everyone…longs to give themselves completely to someone… to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively, but GOD is saying to the Christian “NO”, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being in love with me alone…

I love you my child and until you discover that only in me is your satisfaction to be found. You will not be capable of the perfect relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with me… Exclusively of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings.

I want… you to stop wishing, stop planning, stop dreaming and allow me to give you the most thrilling fun you can ever imagine. I want you to have the best, so please allow me to bring that to you… Just keep watching and expect the greatest things. Keep on listening and learning to what I tell you.

YOU MUST WAIT. Don’t be anxious, don’t worry. Don’t look around… at the things other have gotten or those I have given them. Don’t look at those things you think you want. Just keep looking up to me, or you’ll miss what I will show to you. And then… I’ll surprise you with the love far more wonderful than anyone could ever dream of. But not when you are ready and until the one that I have for you is ready.

I am working right this minute so that both you and the life partner that I have prepared for you would be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me, and this is PERFECT LOVE, And dear one… I want you to have this wonderful LOVE, I want you to see in the flesh the picture of your relationship with me and love that I offer you with myself, know that I LOVE YOU utterly.

“I am GOD ALMIGHTY and nothing is impossible with me.” Believe and be satisfied!

ALL ABOUT LOVING

"I AM NOT GOOD AT IT BUT SOMEHOW LEARN FROM IT"

It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery why love sometimes grows and why love sometimes fails. You can analyze and look for reasons and causes but you will never do anymore than take out of life experience.

Love is more than the sum of the interest, attractions, and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its time, the coming of love must be taken unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its way.

Too often when love comes to people, they try to hold it to them, refusing to see that it is gift that freely moves away. When they fall out of love or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try to reclaim one love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was.

They want answers – there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong with them or they try to get their love change, thinking that if one small thing were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances. They blame each other. They try anything to give the meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.

You need to treat what love brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn’t choose to rest in the other person’s heart.

If you find someone in love with you whom you feel no love, feel honored that love came and called at your door but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage. Do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how love deals with you and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys even if our lives and ways are very different.

If you fall in love with another that falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning you will know it in time but time itself will choose the moment.

Remember this. Keep it in your heart. You don’t choose love, love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes to your life. Feel the way it feels you to overflowing then reach out and give it to the person who brought it to you. Give it to others who seem poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can.

Love has its own time, its own reason and its own reasons for coming and going. You cannot bribe it, coerce it, or reason it to staying. If it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do. Be glad that it came to your life and live for a moment. If you keep out heart open, it will surely come again.

Keep smiling!

Excess: love comes to people who open their heart to love’s mystery. To those who hope although they’ve been disappointed. To those who will believe although they’ve been betrayed. To those who still love and need to be love although they’ve been hurt before.

EXPRESSING MY SELF (ANSWER TO SURVEY)

1. Give me random lyrics from the song you're listening to?

== when you look me in the eyes and you tell me that you love me everything’s alright…. When you’re here by my side… when you look me in the eyes (from FM station)

2. Do you think you are approachable?

== of course not!!! Some people think I’d roar if they’ll get any closer! Ahahhahaha

3. Do you regret doing anything this week?

== yah! Entering the world of politics… I can’t stand the practice nor should I say the malpractice!! Ahahahha but it is bearable so long as they will not strike on my principles.

4. Name 3 things everyone knows about you?

== Frank; Maldita; and Certified Igater!!!

5. what/who are you missing?

== Bedrock world in stoneage.. yabadabadooh!!

6. Name someone you know whose name begins with a B?

== Bartlome

7. Have you been pressured to do anything recently?

== ya! My job(s) and law skul!!! I need a total rest!!! As in sleeping the whole week!!! Can I???

8. What makes you happy at this moment?

== ???

9. What color are your eyes?

== Brown

10. Do you have your tonsils and wisdom teeth?

== yah!

11. What side of the bed do you sleep on?

== All over it. clockwise or counter clockwise, that’s me asleep.

12. Do you like your significant other to be aggressive or passive?

== Aggressive. I don’t want to be with a dead person.

13. Would you rather go camping or to a five star hotel?

== FIVE STAR HOTEL!!! I want to be treated like a queen in general.

Ambisyosa jud!!!!

14. What do you want on your birthday?

== nothing!!! Just world peace! ahahahhaha

15. What's your worst habit?

== secwet!!! Ahuh!!! Hehehhehe… to know it you need to be so close to me. (ahmmm)

16. If you could own a non-traditional pet what would it be?

== I only had one pet in my life and her name was “pachuchay” a terrier dog… I don’t want anyone else… I miss her.. she was my first child and the prettiest.

17. Would you rather feel pain or be completely numb?

== I can’t comment. Pain is painful! Numbness is emotionless… either way I just savor every moment so long as it doesn’t occur everyday.

18. Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?

== FORGIVE. I can never forget those that have left marks on me.

19. Would you ever stay with someone just because you didn't want to break their heart?

== yah! I am selfless. I know the feeling so I can’t imagine doing the same to another. No comment nalang… I don’t know.

20. Do you hate being alone?

== No. in fact, sometimes I’d rather be alone than be with someone who is physically present but emotionally absent and the other way around.

21. Do you like competition?

== Ohhh… yeah!!! One way or the other, it is a way to know your edge to go beyond your limit and my validation is self worth.

22. How late did you stay up last night?

== I was so tired last night, I couldn’t remember anymore the time I went to bed… all I wanted was to lay down and sleep.

23. What was the first thing you thought this morning?

== WHY so busy for me but not on CB?

24. What did you do last night?

== sleep……

25. What are you going to do this weekend?

== READ…….. and read and read…….. I need to catch up to pass!

26. What were you doing this morning at 7AM?

== BATH.

27. What were you doing this afternoon at 12PM?

== EAT lunch.

28. Do you know someone with the initials M.P.?

== I can’t remember.

When you tell me that you love me

---lyrics lang para kasabay mo sa akong music bar. hehehhe

as per request and NOT TO MENTION daw the name kay mashy cya! ahahahha----

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything’s easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I’ll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I’m shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me

I don’t want you to go

Lies in Attraction

I have a vested interest or am committed to sharing my vision, ideals, or game plan in order to make a connection. I am willing to step up because it takes two and I can't win if I don't play. Anything is possible. I am empowered by the passion of my own potential and I transform through self-discipline. Work-related issues are on my mind and can't be ignored for any longer. I may find that I've got secret support from people I'd never expect to take my side, so I act with confidence!

Today has the potential to be quite a delightful day. Then again, it could all go horribly wrong. If it's the latter then it appears that karma has finally caught up with me. There's no escaping it, Styf. One way to test the importance of my position is to make a mistake. It won't be a lasting or embarrassing one, but it will definitely drive home the importance of what I do. So do it well, today gurl!!! (that’s the spirit)

Second-guessing, interfering or trying to over control my relationship or romantic game plan could result in feelings of disappointment, resentment, jealousy or feeble justifications for being stuck in a negative cycle or being unlucky in love. If I allow myself to settle for less than I deserve, that is exactly what I get. Today is a blank slate, and the choice to make it good or bad is in my hands. And while I can only control my own life, my positive energy can have a big impact on my partner's day, too. I’m dying to escape my responsibilities, but I’m too straight-laced and righteous to have a good time. May be I should consider being a little reckless and go out, yeah goody-goody, but I had too much alcohol already because of last Saturday’s “Cool-age of Law”

Turning on the charm could be part of a romantic strategy, and emotional resolve may crumble in favor of satisfying lust, desire or revenge. The attraction or release may seem sweet at first, but it could backfire, resulting in remorse or anger. I make a conscious effort to see beyond the moment or control my passions, otherwise I may end up feeling dissatisfied. I don't have to be sexual to feel valued. I told you, the secret to my sexiness is celibacy! Ahahahhaha Even the happiest people sometimes have doubts. If I’m not sure I’m on the right path, I spend some time doing a bit of soul searching. I am enthusiastic about, and take pride in my new found validation or potential and will use it as a motivator towards greater things. My asset is self-worth.

This is the after effect of reading and digesting too much cases and having to sleep from 12mn to 7am. kachar-charan!!! nagbasa jud daw kuno ko??? Just expressing my horizon into words checking if I am still sane, so far, slight lang natarog! (haahahhahaha) phew! Kapoy!!!! Buti nalang may blog. Truly, indeed blogging world is my only escape. Looy sad!!!

Well… well… well… the sun has risen and this has been Styf signing off. Happy blood sucking to all the vampires in law skul!!! Cheers to that! Hayz…. lolz