ESTEEM

A Promoter, idol or patriot, whose superpower sets objectives or avant-garde trends to compete for attention, rank or opportunity but pays a price for right action. Today I rock so I am bringing it on -- I'll wait. I bow to, or stand for progress but 'pause for applause' to narrow the field or set stakes, stage or vehicle to motivate charades accordingly. Performing for pride, 'pinks' or personal gain doesn't hurt my game, but lame stunts or vainglorious preening can blow a deal. Ambiguity in a rut is a drag so I play to win or my 'empire strikes back' with a spin, giving props to a blueprint or back-story that hits the spot on my ambition's ego trip. Yet its competence and valor in the vision that captures the castle, recruits loyalty or paves a parade path to glory. I've arrived and I'm ready for my close up so I either 'move it or lose it.'

Letting down my guard to make an impulsive connection could release sexual tension or break a relationship stand-off, or it may precede a romantic reunion, infatuation or confrontation. While I might think that taking the first step is beneath me, I can make a move while still being respectful of my own feelings. On the contrary, efforts to remain distant, anonymous or indifferent may not work once admissions are made, blinders are removed or previous hurts are recognized or overcome. I may be too close to the situation to view the matter objectively. Should I listen to the voice of reason and see the truth.

Being an Observer Participant, whose uncertain opportunity, acts as huckster in a carnival ride of free will, motive and time by assuming roles of game host and player linked by chains of events, or to hedge bets against a Greater Fool. Anything goes. Everything counts. Fate or Luck by relative to preordained or random turns are subject to short-sighted cheats or social brands of justice. But it's my entitlement, input, fear, or anticipation along the chain that "spins" labels into gold or coal! Today is a chance to fix, stir or dip into the Quantum Soup, boiling six degrees of separation from connecting to enough, waiting for the bill or dessert to close the meal in hindsight. But to self-correct by priority I put it on my list, pay my dues by choice and can see it coming to pass full circle.

If my heart isn't in it, then I should get off from the emotional roller coaster. If my heart is in it, should I pour out my feelings to the one I love before it's too late. Crying over spilt milk, taking things too personally, turning my back on potential romance or commitment or drowning sorrows may be excuses for avoiding a confrontation with the stranger in the mirror. Loneliness born of fear or damaged self-esteem may lay hidden beneath a calm exterior. I should learn to depend upon myself for fulfillment, attention, interest and consideration. The satisfaction gleaned from others' approval is temporary and superficial. Should I work toward wholeness and happiness by being willing to expand my own expectations. Should I Embrace the commitment and sacrifice necessary to cross my own emotional boundaries.